You guessed it: love. But anyways, yeah, I believe I'm in love, problem is the feeling is not returned. I haven't felt this way in quite some time, since about two years ago to be certain. I see the person in my dreams, can't stop thinking about them, am constantly trying to talk to the person, and idk I just can't stop thinking about them. I love this feeling, I have missed it to be honest, but I can't take this aching throughout my body everytime the person comes into my mind, this wanting, NEEDING feeling for the person, and yet I feel hopelessness, complete hopelessness, because I know it'll never happen.

This is what has been affecting my art lately; it's hard to draw when you can't stop thinking about someone, and knowing you'll never be with the person affects your ability to concentrate or draw, especially when tears keep dripping onto the paper you are trying to draw on. Yes, very disturbing heh, but yeah, that's the reason I've been so inactive lately, and I thought I owed you all an explanation so yeah. There's actually quite a bit more to this, but I rather not get into it on a public journal which everyone has access to, but that basically sums it up.

I will get another drawing in soon, I promise you all that, just plz bare with me here, I'm going through a really tough time right now and I need as much support as I can get. Thank you all.